justrun-.

i need to stop screwing up

yesterday was a memorable day... started off the beautiful sunday with a flat tyre :( my very first. virgin experience of having my inner tube turn holey on me. interesting really... almost thought i was supposed to walk back from lamp post 147. thank god they invented the cell phone, and erm invented dexter as well. ahha.

pah! this just goes to show that jinxing does exist. i had just said this to myself earlier that morning when i was pumping my tires:

"hmm. these tires are darn good! haven't had any flats before! -pats tires affectionately"

how crappy right? and i was only on my first round!!!! grr. so the pot sent me running instead. ahha. having some serious muscle problems over here... don't know why my muscles keep on getting strained! super painful. and it's the weirdest muscles too! like muscles that don't usually hurt at all! e.g shin area and ARCH OF MY FOOT. pah i don't even have flat feet why do they hurt! :(

hm i realise that weekends are my killers cos i am most exposed to food and money. money + food = fat. haha.

stupid SS PT. made me want to vomit blood (as all PTs usually do). then chengyus. went mad memorizing so many four word phrases. what was sad was that my tuition teacher's description of the meanings differed from my classmates'. and anyway i so totally ruined that 6%! stupid stupid stupid. my stupidity goes beyond words. but i did enjoy learning them, cos i think it's really cool how the china chinese managed to put so much meaning into four words! and i like how they have stories behind them! super cool.

trying to do CL PT now. but all i can see are mantous and mian and lotsa yummilicious dishes. which is bad because it's not yet dinner and i am having stress cravings. i.e i am not even hungry but cos i'm stressed i want to binge.

going to take the national day hols to try to shed those pounds. and of course, mug like there is no tomorrow.

and the father has imposed a quota on how many people each one of us HAS to invite over. maybe i'll just say that i don't have any friends in school and so i can't invite anyone (: besides, not sure if sy wj fx and ql can come! omg i just realised i'm the only one amongst them with an english name. hahaha! oh i feel so retardedly special. i maintain that i am bad at social thingums like this and i do prefer to spend time bonding with my pillows and bolster.

ooh yeah school today was funny as usual. well i almost got sent out of class during chem. just cos i only did calculations and not tables. jules has been so moody lately (think chem SPA..). but actually i wouldn't have minded if i was sent out, since she doesn't cover much anyways, plus i could have used that time to sneak in some chengyu mugging. history was funny cos garney threaded his eyebrows! i mean it really looked that way! but he claims it FELL OFF and he did his "you girls ah, i where got time to do such things!" and i attributed it to him having a gf. he replied, "really? that's news to me too!" in his sarcarstic tone. meanwhile sianying drew many more currypuffs and the both of them were using black tape to remove arm and leg hair too. i don't need tape cos i can just pull it all off HAHAHA.

okay this has been a boring post. sorry no visuals cos i'm in no mood to draw. now i'm just thinking of mantous and the weighing machine. OH YEAH DESP HSEWIVES TONITE! AND GA!!! oh crap means i'm gonna be sleeping late. oh crap there's chem tuition tmr. oh darn that was short-lived happiness. now i'm just stressed. and fat :D

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [18:19]

and took [20060807] strides

it's the passion that drives you